The somewhat
old-fashioned clarion call that signalled the beginning of the day rang out
loud and defiant. Kenneth, never a heavy sleeper, was up, brushed up, dressed
and ready for breakfast before most of the other trainees in the barracks had
even moved out from under their blankets. He sat on the edge of his bunk,
fingers tapping so impatiently and quickly on the mattress that a few of them
were beginning to poke new holes through the cover.
Oliver was the
first of his two friends to be ready. Kenneth was almost always impressed with
just how disciplined and dedicated Oliver was; the guy was a natural fit for
the military life, which made it all the more tragic that he was a Dudder as
well. Still, Oliver was no pushover; even now, after the few weeks of combat
and weapon training that the troops had gone through, Oliver could still
occasionally beat Kenneth in a one-on-one fight with Kenneth using his
abilities.
“You may be
fast, but you’re still too predictable, friend,” he would say in those moments.
He hadn’t had as many opportunities to say those words in the more recent days
though.
Kenneth greeted
him as he walked past Kenneth’s bunk.
“Is Anthony
ready yet?” asked Oliver.
Kenneth shook
his head. “You’d think he would have adjusted to the routine by now, but he
still has the odd late morning or two.”
“There’s still
plenty of time for him to adjust though,” said Oliver calmly, “I wouldn’t
worry. Ah, there he is!”
The two of them
walked over to Anthony, who was still fiddling around with his cap. As he saw
them approach, he broke into a wide grin.
“Good morning,
boys! Didn’t keep you waiting long, did I?”
“You always keep
me waiting a long time, Anthony,” cracked Kenneth, “But it wasn’t so bad today,
I think.”
“Let’s go before
the good rations are snatched up, shall we?” asked Oliver.
The three of
them briskly jogged over to the canteen hall. The morning was still in the
process of slipping off its own blanket, so the sky was a deep, enigmatic blue.
A fine mist hung around in the air, the little droplets of water tickling their
faces as they proceeded along the well-trodden path to the hall.
“I hope
Mortanny’s going to be warmer than this when we finally get there,” muttered
Anthony.
“It’s not that cold, Anthony,” said Kenneth.
“Well, not all
of us can take a pause every now and then to quickly jog in place and warm
themselves up like you, Kenneth,” accused Anthony, more jokingly than not.
“True, I guess
beaming yourself won’t really have the same effect, would it,” pondered
Kenneth.
“I can’t control
them that precisely, so no, I’d rather not blow a hole through my stomach just
to stay warm, thank you very much,” said Anthony, the sarcasm slicing through
the misty air, “I’ve never been a fan of this part of the year for this very
reason. You’d think, with all the factories and industrial districts in the
city, that the place could heat up a bit more.”
“Most of Anglos
is a lot like here, climate wise,” said Oliver, “so it’s probably going to be
just as cold over there, Anthony. Better get used to it.”
“Blegh,” said
Anthony, wiping the thin layer of water that had collected on his lips.
The rations at
the camp left a lot to be desired in terms of flavour, but at least they were
warm. They also had that peculiar ability of not becoming progressively worse
with each serving, but instead spiralling into a sort of mediocre blandness
that was neither offensive nor particularly attractive. It just was, whatever the menu for the day
happened to be.
“Sergeant Chambers
said the new recruits would be joining our platoon today,” said Oliver as he
munched away at his bread bun.
“The more powers
we have, the merrier, I’d say,” said Anthony, “No offense, Oliver.”
“Some taken,
Anthony. Some taken,” said Oliver, in a tone of voice that left Anthony in
plenty of doubt as to how hurt his friend actually was.
“Powers or not,
we’ll need all the help we can get,” said Kenneth, who was trying very hard not
to speed eat his way through his food. It wasn’t that his body couldn’t handle
the rapid influx of nutrition; it was more that if he ate too quickly, a
majority of meal time was spent watching everyone else eating, and the lack of
activity on his part tended to make him irritable. Not to mention, he had
deformed two table tops already with his impatient tapping.
“I hope there
won’t be more blaster types, we’re already quite full up with them,” said
Anthony, who was probably one of the few soldiers who still liked the taste of the food.
“Let me guess,
you don’t feel all that special with half the team already projectile beaming
ice and heat and all sorts of energies?” teased Kenneth.
“No!... well,
that too,” admitted Anthony, and the other two chuckled, “but really, shouldn’t
we have more variety in the team abilities-wise? So we’re more adaptable to
different situations? The way I see it, we need to balance out our unit with
more Supers with abilities like super strength or hardened skin, who can get up
close and personal with those Zombie freaks while the rest of us ranged guys
attack from a distance.”
“Warfare isn’t
as up-close-and-personal as it used to be, Anthony,” said Oliver, “Especially
against Zombies. The more people we have who can take them out from afar, the
better.”
“Or who can beat
them up and run away before they can even react,” added Kenneth, indulging in a
little self-praise, “I wouldn’t mind partnering up with another speedster and
zipping through the battlefield. Imagine just how cool that would be!”
“That would be
hell for us blasters though, trying not to hit you – “ began Anthony, before
his focus was immediately whipped away from his food, “Hey, do you think those
are the new recruits who just walked in?”
“They’re new
faces, that’s for sure,” said Oliver, as Kenneth turned around to look, “A lot
of women too. That’s interesting…”
“Watch it there,
Theodore,” said Kenneth, referencing the popular stage actor known for having many
promiscuous relationships within his mostly female fan club, “We didn’t join
the Crusades to make love, we’re here to – no bloody way!”
Anthony and
Oliver jumped.
“What is it,
Kenneth, do you know any of them?” asked Oliver.
“I certainly
wouldn’t mind getting to know that slim girl with the short wavy hair,” began
Anthony, “She’s got a cute pixie-ish look about her. Too bad she’s made friends
with that Indian-looking girl though. At least she doesn’t look like she’s
completely Indian, thank God for that. The last thing we need is - ”
“Choose your
next words very, very carefully,
Anthony,” interrupted Kenneth icily, “That ‘Indian-looking’ girl is my sister.”
As his friend
immediately hushed up, Kenneth continued to eye daggers at Katherine Kenway.
What was she doing here? Had she
seriously joined the Crusades as well? Just to ‘be there for him’?
“She doesn’t
look anything like you, Kenneth,” hazarded Oliver.
“She’s adopted,”
muttered Kenneth, putting as little care into those words as he possibly could;
his mind was focused elsewhere.
Katherine and
her petite friend got their rations from the serving counter, and were now
beginning to look around for a place to sit. Kenneth almost dared her to find
him, to come and awkwardly try to explain what she was doing here; he wondered
what excuse she would use to cover up the real reason she was here.
Her warm brown
eyes found his icy hazel ones, and he braced himself for the encounter. But to
his surprise, she simply smiled a very brief, almost complacent smile and then
looked elsewhere. She then walked over to another empty table with the other
recruits she was with.
“I take it you
two aren’t close?” asked Oliver when the tension seemed to have wandered off
for a coffee break.
“You couldn’t be
further from the truth,” said Kenneth, returning to his food, “We’re probably
even closer to each other than most blood siblings are.”
“And that’s a
big part of the problem,” he added darkly. His two friends returned blank looks
with a touch of confusion on them.
“She’s elder to
me by a year or so,” began Kenneth, “so she’s always treated me like a kid
brother growing up, like I’m incapable of looking after myself. It was
especially bad when she got her abilities on time and I got mine very late.
It’s like, she has this protector complex where she has to keep an eye on me
and save me whenever I’m in even a hint of trouble. It’s annoying!”
“So, she’s like
a guardian angel of sorts?” asked Anthony, “I would have liked one of those
growing up – “
“As long as
she’s not too Indian?” snapped
Kenneth, and Anthony wisely chose not to reply. “Sure, it may sound great, but
see how you like when she’s constantly buzzing around you, not allowing you to
make even a single mistake before swooping in to clean up the mess. And now
she’s here too – I can’t even leave the country as a fully grown man and set
off on the Crusades without her chasing behind me either!”
“I guess she
didn’t have much else to do for a living either,” said Oliver.
“No, she’s been
working as a journalist for the Weekly
Nex for more than a year now,” said Kenneth, the rest of his food remaining
untouched and unloved, “and as far as I know, they don’t do stories about the
Crusades. So she’s definitely here because she signed up like the rest of us.
God, I told her to leave me alone!”
“So, you’re
saying she gave up a pretty steady job and safe lifestyle in the city to join
the Crusades, apparently one of the most lethal career prospects out there, all
so she could keep an eye on you?” asked Oliver.
Kenneth gave him
a weary look.
“Stop making her
sound like she’s doing me a big favour and try to see it from my point of
view!” he said exasperatedly, before getting up from the bench. “I don’t feel
like eating anymore. I’m heading off to the training grounds early; I’ll see
you there.”
As he zipped out
of the canteen hall with a sullen whoosh, Anthony grabbed at the remainder of
Kenneth’s rations. He replied Oliver’s judging look with a “What? It shouldn’t
go to waste,” before digging into them.
*
It was amazing
how unflappably energetic Sergeant Colin Chambers could be on a daily basis. It
was as if the man actively fought tooth and nail against bouts of low energy
the same way he fought against Zombies back in his younger days. Or perhaps his
impressive moustache also doubled as a reserve energy source for him. The
recruits understandably hadn’t asked him about this, of course.
“Listen up,
recruits!” he bellowed, “Today, your ranks will be bolstered by these fine men
and women to my right. They have just as much potential as you lot did back
when you first began, so do not doubt their capabilities for even one second! Now,
remember that the best soldiers are those who trust and support their fellow
men and women one hundred percent. So fight with each other, eat with each
other, sleep with each other, and do everything else with each other, because
in battle, you will be relying on each other for your very survival, so you had
better know each other damned well by then! So make this lot feel at home, you
hear me?”
“And the same
goes for you, new recruits!” he boomed, now turning towards the faces on his
right, “You have signed up for what will most likely be the most exciting, most
adventurous, most gruesome and most violent experience you will ever have in
your lives! So you had better not go into it without knowing and trusting your
fellow soldiers, because otherwise you will not come back out of it! Now, fall
behind these fine men and woman, and all of you proceed to the drills for
today! MOVE OUT!”
The drills
didn’t give Katherine and Kenneth much opportunity to talk to each other, which
was the way Kenneth preferred it. Even in the few brief moments when they could
have exchanged a greeting or a quick few comments, Kenneth remained sullenly
silent. Katherine, to her credit, didn’t exactly try to push for much
conversation either.
The first proper
conversation took place in-between two of the drills. Since they were mostly
fitness and movement-based, the resulting dialogue was punctuated by a fair
amount of deep breaths.
“So you
registered after all, didn’t you?” asked Kenneth.
“It’s not what
you think, Kenneth,” began Katherine, “the editors at the Nex had this idea for a story – “
“Please,
Katherine, spare me your excuses, I’ve been your brother long enough to see
through them,” snapped Kenneth with a huff.
“It’s not an
excuse, Kenneth, it was an opportunity – “ began Katherine, but then Sergeant
Chambers began the next drill, and their conversation was quickly (and
thankfully, the way Kenneth saw it) cut short before it could get more
unpleasant.
Lunchtime
provided the opportunity for a more populated conversation, and a longer one to
boot. As Kenneth, Anthony and Oliver found a spot to sit at, Katherine and her
friend approached them.
“Mind if we join
you?” she asked, and then sat down beside them anyway even though only Oliver
had given any indication of a welcome.
“So, Kenneth
tells us you’re his elder sister,” began Oliver, before the silence was allowed
to become too unnerving, “Kathleen, was it?”
“Katherine,
actually,” she replied, almost with relief, “and this is Lizbeth. Kenneth mentioned
the two of you. Are you Anthony?”
“No, I’m Oliver.
That’s Anthony,” he indicated the unusually frosty friend to his right, “who is
usually not so – “
“So, Lizbeth,”
cut in Anthony, with the subtlety of a battle-axe, “what’s your ability? I can
shoot energy beams from my hands.” His hand began to glow as though in
demonstration.
“I’m a
teleporter,” replied Lizbeth, with a voice that was huskier than her slim frame
suggested, “You’re not going to blow a hole through this table, are you?”
“We all hope
not, I would assume,” said Kenneth, eyeing Anthony askance before turning his
attention to Lizbeth as well, “So, a teleporter, eh? Cool! How far can you
teleport?”
“As far as I can
see,” said Lizbeth, a little suspicious of all the attention she was getting, “I
haven’t tried teleporting to places I can’t see yet – I’ve heard some horror
stories about Supers who tried that and ended up stuck in walls, or worse,
inside other people.”
“It would be
useful though, being able to teleport into a closed off place we can’t get into
otherwise,” said Anthony, “Maybe they’ll train you to do that at the
specialized drills here!”
“We should have
a race sometime,” jumped in Kenneth, “I’ve got super speed, and I’ve always
wondered if teleporting is faster than my running speed.”
“You’d need a
really long distance to be able to tell the difference though,” said Lizbeth
sceptically, “and I haven’t seen anything that long in this training camp so
far.”
“So, Kenneth says the two of you are
close,” said Oliver to Katherine, “but I really don’t see it, to be honest.”
“That’s because
right now, he’s pissed off at me because he thinks I joined the Crusades just
to look after him,” said Katherine loudly, so that Kenneth could hear her.
“So hold on, you
didn’t tell him about the Weekly Nex story?”
asked Lizbeth, her head twirling between their two faces.
“I tried to,”
said Katherine, a little more roughly than she would have liked.
“What story?”
asked Oliver.
“The editors at
the Weekly Nex wanted to do a series
of articles about the experience of fighting in the Crusades these days,” said
Katherine, “so they needed someone who would sign up, fight with the other
soldiers in Mortanny for about a month or so and then come back and write about
the experience. They picked me for the task.”
“How
convenient,” said Kenneth darkly, “They pick the one person who would have
volunteered for it anyway.”
“Kenneth,
friend, don’t you think you’re taking this a little too harshly?” asked Oliver.
“You don’t know
her like I do, Oliver!” burst out Kenneth, “She probably came up with the idea
in the first place just to keep tabs on me here!”
“That’s not what
happened, Kenneth, how many times do I have to tell you!” snapped back
Katherine, her voice raised in frustration, “Why the hell won’t you believe
me?”
“Because I know
it’s just another excuse of yours, Katherine!” retaliated Kenneth, his voice
rising too, “Because you won’t stop treating me like I’m your little brother!”
“You are my little brother, Kenneth!”
“I’m a fully
grown man now, Katherine, not a child for you to babysit!”
“Well, for a fully grown man, you sure throw a
tantrum like a child!”
“Friends…”
“Oooh, you would
love that, wouldn’t you, another excuse for you to be the bossy elder sister
you’ve always been!”
“I wouldn’t have
to boss you around at all if you’d stop being so irrational like you’re being
right now!”
“I’m irrational
for calling out your lies!?”
“You’re
irrational for thinking that they’re lies!”
“FRIENDS!”
yelled Lizbeth, finally breaking through the heated argument, “You’re causing a
scene!”
It was true; the
conversations near their table had died down to a spectating silence. Row upon
row of recruits were staring at the two of them, who had unconsciously gotten
to their feet during the argument. Katherine had even enlarged herself without
realizing it.
“Well,
congratulations,” said Kenneth, the edge still very sharp in his growling, “You
wanted to be the big sister fussing over her baby brother, and now you’ve got
what you wanted. I hope you’re happy.”
Before anyone
could interrupt, he zipped out of the hall, almost knocking over his plate and
a few other onlookers in the process.
Katherine
reduced herself back to her usual average height, sat back down and waited
until the rest of the hall had gone back to their other conversations before
trusting herself to speak again.
“Well, I can’t
say I didn’t expect that to happen,” she said morosely, “But I was hoping he
wouldn’t take it that badly.”
“I was wondering
why you didn’t tell him that you volunteered,” said Lizbeth, “I guess I know
why now.”
“Wait, you
volunteered?” asked Oliver.
“So Kenneth was telling the truth,” added Anthony;
he may as well have had a sign on his back with his bias against Katherine
painted all over it.
“No, he wasn’t,”
said Katherine tersely, “I’m not here to look after him, I’m here to write the
story for the Weekly Nex. Look, I
just saw it as a good opportunity to be around if he needed me, you know? If he
wanted some family to turn to for any reason. I’ve always had his back before
this, I figured, why stop now if I don’t have to?”
“For what it’s
worth, I admire what you’re doing,” said Lizbeth, giving Anthony a dark look
that made him immediately regret his earlier words, “I’d do anything to have an
elder brother or sister be there for me on a quest like this!”
“Hey, I haven’t
exactly been reserved by Kenneth,” said Katherine jokingly, “I’m there for you
if you need the company, Lizbeth. Didn’t the Sergeant say we had to trust each
other? Rely on each other if we wanted to survive?”
“That’s right,”
said Oliver, “and I agree with Lizbeth; I really respect your decision to be
here for Kenneth. I’m sure Anthony would as well, if he wasn’t having so much
trouble getting over his racism.”
“Hey, that was
uncalled for!” retorted Anthony.
“You have
something against Indians? Really?” asked Lizbeth in a tone of voice so
judgmental, it might as well have come accompanied by a gavel and a wig.
Anthony was
desperately looking for a way to dodge the very uncomfortable spotlight that
was now burning him with its piercing glare.
“I… look, I have
family who live outside of Central Imperica, with Cowboys,” he said, hesitantly
at first, “They’re seen and heard about some really terrible things that the
Indians out there have done. If you heard the stories… well, I have, so excuse
me if I’m not so willing to trust someone with Indian blood in them.”
“Ugh, I really don’t have the energy to deal
with this right now,” said Katherine, burying her face in hands that had been a
little enlarged for the purpose of a snugger fit than usual.
“Seriously,
Anthony? Katherine’s not even completely Indian, she’s barely even half, if
that,” said Lizbeth.
“You’re not
really helping, Lizbeth,” came Katherine’s muffled voice from inside her hands.
“Look, when
we’re out there in Mortanny, the Zombies aren’t going to care how Indian or
Cowboy or whatever we are when they try to hack us to pieces, so neither should
we,” said Oliver, “and that’s why we need to get over these superficial
differences, alright? Like Sergeant Chambers said, if we want to survive out
there, we need to work together, which means we need to trust each other.”
“I’m just
saying, if you want me to trust you, you’re going to have to earn it – “ began
Anthony.
The clarion that
signalled the end of the lunch break called out in its wheedling voice. Lizbeth
sighed with relief.
“Finally! Come
on, let’s go do some drills!” she said, bouncing out of her seat, “They can’t
possibly be more painful than this conversation.”
“You might have
just jinxed us there, Lizbeth,” said Katherine, “You coming, boys?”
“Of course we
are,” said Oliver, getting up, “Don’t make us late, Anthony.”
“Shouldn’t we
maybe go find Kenneth?” asked Anthony as he removed his slightly stodgy frame
from the bench.
“I’m sure he’s
already at the grounds, you know how he is,” said Oliver, “Look, if you want
to, go and look for him, but I’m going to report for training like we should be
doing.”
“Fine, fine,
let’s go,” grumbled Anthony as the two of them jogged over to join Katherine
and Lizbeth, who were already at the exit of the hall.
*
That night, as
Katherine was about to tuck herself to sleep, her body feeling like a slab of
thoroughly kneaded dough after the day’s training, she had a familiar visitor
at her bunk.
“Hey,” said
Kenneth awkwardly, “Can we talk?”
“Always,
Kenneth,” said Katherine, as she began to reach for an overcoat, “Let’s go
outside for this, shall we?”
“It’s pretty
cold outside, though, if you didn’t already know,” said Kenneth, who zipped off
and came back with his own overcoat on before Katherine could even put an arm
through the sleeve of hers.
“Then let’s try
not to take too long,” said Katherine with a faint smile.
The two of them
strode out of the barracks and into the dimly lit, bracing air of the night.
Katherine pulled her coat in closer, but it didn’t really help.
“About today, at
lunch…” began Kenneth when they were out of earshot of the rest of the troops
inside the barracks.
Katherine simply
looked at his hazel eyes in that lean face with the thick, short topping of
brown hair. This was far from the first time they’d had one of these conversations.
“The things I
said,” said Kenneth slowly, as though he was rolling each word thoroughly
inside his mouth before allowing it to come out, “the things I accused you of
doing… I was way out of line, and I let my temper get the better of me. I’m
sorry I yelled at you and made a scene.”
“I’m sorry too,
little brother,” said Katherine, gently placing a hand on his arm, “You weren’t
the only one who lost their head in there.”
“It’s just…
Sometimes it feels like you just don’t understand
what I’m trying to do here, how I feel about this,” said Kenneth, looking at
the shadowy figures of the other camp buildings in the shoddily lit distance
for a moment before continuing, “I’ve always been under your shadow, your
little brother, and not really just myself as a person, you know? And this,
this was my chance to be just me,
without any safety nets and strings attached. And I can’t do that if you’re
there too.”
“Why not,
Kenneth?” asked Katherine, as sincerely as she could, “I’ve tried not to be in
your way ever since you got abilities, and I haven’t stopped trying. What am I
doing wrong? What have I been doing
wrong?”
“You’ve been
there, always only a few feet away from me,” said Kenneth, “Always able to come
help me or fix me when I’m in trouble. And I’ve always appreciated that about
you, Katherine, you should know that by now, but… I can’t keep relying on other
people to stand me on my own two feet, you know? I want to be able to do it on
my own, mistakes and all. I want to know that I can be independent and make things
work for myself!”
“Oh, Kenneth,”
said Katherine, half-embracing him both out of affection and a need to stay
warm, “I want that for you too! Nothing would make me happier than to see you
fighting your battles by yourself, to see you accomplish your dreams on your own
accord! Don’t you see that’s why I’m here? To be there and see it for myself
when it happens?”
“No, I don’t see
that, Katherine,” said Kenneth, “Why is this time going to be any different
from all the other times you’ve carried me through whatever troubles I had to
deal with?”
“Because of two
things,” said Katherine, before dramatically raising a finger up, “One, I’m on
a main quest of my own for the Weekly Nex
which is going to keep me occupied enough to not be able to be there for you
all the time.” She raised a second finger. “Two, I refuse to help you in any
way whatsoever unless you ask me to. It’s very strongly going against my elder
sibling instincts, but like you said, you’re not going to be your own man if
I’m a safety net for you.”
“And you’re
really going to do that?” asked Kenneth with a hint of incredulity, “You’re
really going to stay out of my way even if I’m in the middle of a bad
situation?”
“I promise you,
cross my heart,” said Katherine, “It’s going to be a hard challenge for me
though, but if that’s what it takes to get you to believe in me, then that’s
what I’ll do.”
“There you go
again, making me look bad by comparison,” said Kenneth with a chuckle, “But if
you’re so insistent on not interfering with me, why did you join the squadron I
was in?”
“It wasn’t my
choice,” said Katherine, “and believe me, I tried to argue against it. But the
higher ups in this place, they apparently felt that since the two of us have
known each other all our lives, that we’d have a tactical advantage working
together in battle. Which, much as you probably hate to admit it, makes a lot
of sense.”
“I can’t imagine
you arguing that convincingly against it, for some reason,” said Kenneth
neutrally.
Katherine
glanced at him for a moment before saying, “Hey, I just made a big and
important promise to you, and I intend to uphold it. Cut me some slack here,
will you?”
“I’ll cut you
some slack when I have more than your word to go by,” said Kenneth, “It’s a
little hard to shake off years of experience based on a single promise, you
know.”
“Fine, fine,”
said Katherine, now rubbing her arms, “Let’s go back in, shall we?”
“I was about to
say the same,” said Kenneth, smiling.
“You know, that
bit you said about the years of experience, it reminded me a lot of your friend
Anthony,” said Katherine as the two of them walked back into the barracks, “I’m
not going to go easy on him if he’s going to continue to be a racist asshat to
me, squad-mate or no.”
“Yeah, I’m not
going to let him off easy either,” said Kenneth, glaring in the general
direction of Anthony’s bunk for effect, “But maybe he just needs some time to
adjust to you, to see that you’re not the threat to him that he thinks you
are.”
“It’s funny you
say that; he’s not the only one who needs time,” said Katherine as they neared
her bunk, “Good night, little brother.”
“You know, I’d
believe your intentions a lot more if you didn’t keep calling me little
brother,” pointed out Kenneth.
“Hey, it’s a
force of habit, don’t take it personally,” said Katherine, halfway into her
sheets, “Anyway, sleep well, Kenneth.”
“You too,
Katherine,” said Kenneth, before zipping away to his own bunk.
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